First Time

Akhirnya seseorang yang selama ini aku kenal di dunia maya, kenal dari YM, kenal dari FS…akhirnya kita ketemu juga yaahhh…dan aku seperti biasa kalo ketemu cewek….speechless….mindless…useless…..ngeness…., but there’s something different this time, Unfortunately i can’t explain the difference….Teman yang kalo lewat YM aku bisa cerewet sama dia, but in reality…rasanya aku gak punya mulut waktu ketemu, i lost my mind…i lost my sense of humor…i lost my soul, mau menatap matanya aja rada sungkan…masih malu-malu gitu mungkin yahh…saking malunya aku sampek ngiler waktu liat diaa…(Oii itu malu malu mau namanya) heheheh bukan malu malu mau kok tapi mau mau mau…hehehe, dan yang paling malu2in lagi adalah kata2 sok romantis, sok ngegombal yang keluar dari mulutku saat itu..

“Kamu gak pengen liat bulan tah..?”, kata lambeku

Gubraaaakk!! Ini kalo film jepang gitu mungkin temen2 sebelahku udah jungkir balik bareng2 kayak di komik jepang, sedangkan aku cuman tertawa dengan bodohnya, lebih tepatnya mentertawakan kebodohanku…wakakakaka.

Malemnya aku masih membayangkan pertemuan itu dan tiba2 di amarok(mp3 playernya linux) berkumandang lagu dari lifehouse yg judulnya First Time…dan itu menohok banget deh ama pengalaman hari itu, secara si jason wade itu muka ama suaranya mirip aku…eh sialan sapa yg nyoret kata muka….suaranya juga dicoret sekalian donk..hehehe, nggak lah, kalo suara mirip jason wade dah ada yg bilang kok(yang merasa pernah bilang gitu ngacuung!!), and here comes the lyrics :

First Time

 

We’re both looking for something
We’ve been afraid to find
It’s easier to be broken
It’s easier to hide

 

Looking at you, holding my breath
For once in my life I’m scared to death
I’m taking a chance letting you inside

 

I’m feeling alive all over again
As deep as the sky, under my skin
Like being in love, she says, for the first time
Maybe I’m wrong, I’m feeling right
Where I belong with you tonight
Like being in love to feel for the first time

 

The world that I see inside you
Waiting to come to life
Waking me up to dreaming
Reality in your eyes

 

Looking at you, holding my breath
For once in my life I’m scared to death
I’m taking a chance letting you inside

 

I’m feeling alive all over again
As deep as the sky, under my skin
Like being in love, she says, for the first time
Maybe I’m wrong, I’m feeling right
Where I belong with you tonight
Like being in love to feel for the first time

 

We’re crashing
Into the unknown
We’re lost in this
But it feels like home

 

I’m feeling alive all over again
As deep as the sky that’s under my skin
Like being in love, she says, for the first time
Maybe I’m wrong, I’m feeling right
Where I belong with you tonight
Like being in love, she says, for the first time
Like being in love to feel for the first time

 

Like being in love, she says, for the first time
Like being in love to feel for the first time

 

PS : I’m taking a chance letting you inside